Arcadia

By Head Balledup

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Written: Summer 1935

First Published in A Winter Wish.
By H. P. Lovecraft, Edited by Tom Collins.
Chapel Hill, NC: Whispers Press (1977), Page 136

Cthulhu Runes

O give me the life of the village,

Uninhibited, free, and sweet;

The place where the arts all flourish,

Grove Court and Christopher Street.

I am sick of the old conventions,

And critics who will not praise,

So sing ho for the open spaces,

And aesthetes with kindly ways.

Here every bard is a genius,

And artists are Raphaels,

And above the roofs of Patchin Place

The Muse of Talent dwells.

Astrophobos

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Written: 25th November 1917

First Published in The United Amateur,
Vol. 17, No. 3 (January 1918), Page 38

Cthulhu Runes

In the midnight heavens burning

Thro’ ethereal deeps afar,

Once I watch’d with restless yearning

An alluring, aureate star;

Ev’ry eye aloft returning,

Gleaming nigh the Arctic car.

Mystic waves of beauty blended

With the gorgeous golden rays;

Phantasies of bliss descended

In a myrrh’d Elysian haze;

And in lyre-born chords extended

Harmonies of Lydian lays.

There (thought I) lies scenes of pleasure,

Where the free and blessed dwell,

And each moment bears a treasure

Freighted with a lotus-spell,

And there floats a liquid measure

From the lute of Israfel.

There (I told myself) were shining

Worlds of happiness unknown,

Peace and Innocence entwining

By the Crowned Virtue’s throne;

Men of light, their thoughts refining

Purer, fairer, than our own.

Thus I mus’d, when o’er the vision

Crept a red delirious change;

Hope dissolving to derision,

Beauty to distortion strange;

Hymnic chords in weird collision,

Spectral sights in endless range.

Crimson burn’d the star of sadness

As behind the beams I peer’d;

All was woe that seem’d but gladness

Ere my gaze with truth was sear’d;

Cacodaemons, mir’d with madness,

Thro’ the fever’d flick’ring leer’d.

Now I know the fiendish fable

That the golden glitter bore;

Now I shun the spangled sable

That I watch’d and lov’d before;

But the horror, set and stable,

Haunts my soul for evermore

The Cats

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Written: 15th February 1925

First Published in A Winter Wish.
By H. P. Lovecraft, Edited by Tom Collins.
Chapel Hill, NC: Whispers Press, (1977), Pages 116-117

Cthulhu Runes

Babels of blocks to the high heavens tow’ring,

Flames of futility swirling below;

Poisonous fungi in brick and stone flow’ring,

Lanterns that shudder and death-lights that glow.

Black monstrous bridges across oily rivers,

Cobwebs of cable by nameless things spun;

Catacomb deeps whose dank chaos delivers

Streams of live foetor, that rots in the sun.

Colour and splendour, disease and decaying,

Shrieking and ringing and scrambling insane,

Rabbles exotic to stranger-gods praying,

Jumbles of odour that stifle the brain.

Legions of cats from the alleys nocturnal,

Howling and lean in the glare of the moon,

Screaming the future with mouthings infernal,

Yelling the burden of Pluto’s red rune.

Tall tow’rs and pyramids ivy’d and crumbling,

Bats that swoop low in the weed-cumber’d streets;

Bleak broken bridges o’er rivers whose rumbling

Joins with no voice as the thick tide retreats.

Belfries that blackly against the moon totter,

Caverns whose mouths are by mosses effac’d,

And living to answer the wind and the water,

Only the lean cats that howl in the waste!

Christmas

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Written: November 1920

First Published in The Tryout,
Vol. 6, No. 11 (November 1920), Page 16

Cthulhu Runes

The cottage hearth beams warm and bright,

The candles gaily glow;

The stars emit a kinder light

Above the drifted snow.

Down from the sky a magic steals

To glad the passing year,

And belfries sing with joyous peals,

For Christmastide is here!

The City

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Written: October 1919

First Published in The Vagrant,
No. 10 (October 1919), Pages 6-7

Cthulhu Runes

It was golden and splendid,

That City of light;

A vision suspended

In deeps of the night;

A region of wonder and glory, whose temples were marble and white.

I remember the season

It dawn’d on my gaze;

The mad time of unreason,

The brain-numbing days

When Winter, white-sheeted and ghastly, stalks onward to torture and craze.

More lovely than Zion

It shone in the sky,

When the beams of Orion

Beclouded my eye,

Bringing sleep that was fill’d with dim mem’ries of moments obscure and gone by.

Its mansions were stately

With carvings made fair,

Each rising sedately

On terraces rare,

And the gardens were fragrant and bright with strange miracles blossoming there.

The avenues lur’d me

With vistas sublime;

Tall arches assur’d me

That once on a time

I had wander’d in rapture beneath them, and bask’d in the Halcyon clime.

On the plazas were standing

A sculptur’d array;

Long-bearded, commanding,

Grave men in their day—

But one stood dismantled and broken, its bearded face batter’d away.

In that city effulgent

No mortal I saw;

But my fancy, indulgent

To memory’s law,

Linger’d long on the forms in the plazas, and eyed their stone features with awe.

I fann’d the faint ember

That glow’d in my mind,

And strove to remember

The aeons behind;

To rove thro’ infinity freely, and visit the past unconfin’d.

Then the horrible warning

Upon my soul sped

Like the ominous morning

That rises in red,

And in panic I flew from the knowledge of terrors forgotten and dead.

The Conscript

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Written: 1918?

First Published in A Winter Wish.
By H. P. Lovecraft, Edited by Tom Collins.
Chapel Hill, NC: Whispers Press (1977), Pages 117-118

Cthulhu Runes

I am a peaceful working man—

I am not wise or strong—

But I can follow Nature’s plan

In labour, rest, and song.

One day the men that rule us all

Decided we must die,

Else pride and freedom surely fall

In the dim bye and bye.

They told me I must write my name

Upon a scroll of death;

That some day I should rise to fame

By giving up my breath.

I do not know what I have done

That I should thus be bound

To wait for tortures one by one,

And then an unmark’d mound.

I hate no man, and yet they say

That I must fight and kill;

That I must suffer day by day

To please a master’s will.

I used to have a conscience free,

But now they bid it rest;

They’ve made a number out of me,

And I must ne’er protest.

They tell of trenches, long and deep,

Fill’d with the mangled slain;

They talk till I can scarcely sleep,

So reeling is my brain.

They tell of filth, and blood, and woe;

Of things beyond belief;

Of things that make me tremble so

With mingled fright and grief.

I do not know what I shall do—

Is not the law unjust?

I can’t do what they want me to,

And yet they say I must!

Each day my doom doth nearer bring;

Each day the State prepares;

Sometimes I feel a watching thing

That stares, and stares, and stares.

I never seem to sleep—my head

Whirls in the queerest way.

Why am I chosen to be dead

Upon some fateful day?

Yet hark—some fibre is o’erwrought—

A giddying wine I quaff—

Things seem so odd, I can do naught

But laugh, and laugh, and laugh!

Contents

Part I. - Juvenilia (1887-1905)

Poemata Minora, Volume II

Part II. - Fantasy and Horror

Nemesis

Astrophobos

The Poe-et’s Nightmare

Despair

Revelation

The House

The City

To Edward John Moreton Drax Plunkett, Eighteenth Baron Dunsany

The Nightmare Lake

On Reading Lord Dunsany’s Book of Wonder

The Cats

Festival

Hallowe’en in a Suburb aka “In a Suburb”

The Wood

The Outpost

The Ancient Track

The Messenger

Nathicana

Fungi from Yuggoth

In a Sequester’d Providence Churchyard Where Once Poe Walk’d

To Clark Ashton Smith, Esq., upon His Phantastick Tales, Verses, Pictures, and Sculptures

Part III. - Occasional Verse

On Receiving a Picture of Swans

Fact and Fancy

Laeta; a Lament

Part IV. - Satire

Unda; or, The Bride of the Sea

Pacifist War Song—1917

Waste Paper

Dead Passion’s Flame

Arcadia

Life’s Mystery

Part V. - Seasonal and Topographical

A Garden

Sunset

Providence

Christmas

Christmas Greetings

Part VI. - Politics and Society

An American to Mother England

Lines on Gen. Robert Edward Lee

The Rose of England

The Peace Advocate

Ode for July Fourth, 1917

The Conscript

lovecraft

Despair

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Written: 19th February 1919

First Published in Pine Cones,
Vol. 1, No. 4 (June 1919), Page 13

Cthulhu Runes

O’er the midnight moorlands crying,

Thro’ the cypress forests sighing,

In the night-wind madly flying,

Hellish forms with streaming hair;

In the barren branches creaking,

By the stagnant swamp-pools speaking,

Past the shore-cliffs ever shrieking;

Damn’d daemons of despair.

Once, I think I half remember,

Ere the grey skies of November

Quench’d my youth’s aspiring ember,

Liv’d there such a thing as bliss;

Skies that now are dark were beaming,

Gold and azure, splendid seeming

Till I learn’d it all was dreaming—

Deadly drowsiness of Dis.

But the stream of Time, swift flowing,

Brings the torment of half-knowing—

Dimly rushing, blindly going

Past the never-trodden lea;

And the voyager, repining,

Sees the wicked death-fires shining,

Hears the wicked petrel’s whining

As he helpless drifts to sea.

Evil wings in ether beating;

Vultures at the spirit eating;

Things unseen forever fleeting

Black against the leering sky.

Ghastly shades of bygone gladness,

Clawing fiends of future sadness,

Mingle in a cloud of madness

Ever on the soul to lie.

Thus the living, lone and sobbing,

In the throes of anguish throbbing,

With the loathsome Furies robbing

Night and noon of peace and rest.

But beyond the groans and grating

Of abhorrent Life, is waiting

Sweet Oblivion, culminating

All the years of fruitless quest.

To Edward John Moreton Drax Plunkett,
Eighteenth Baron Dunsany

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Written: November 1919

First Published in The Tryout,
Vol. 5, No. 11 (November 1919), Pages 11-12

Cthulhu Runes

As when the sun above a dusky wold

Springs into sight, and turns the gloom to gold,

Lights with his magic beams the dew-deck’d bow’rs,

And wakes to life the gay responsive flow’rs;

So now o’er realms where dark’ning dulness lies,

In solar state see shining Plunkett rise!

Monarch of Fancy! whose ethereal mind

Mounts fairy peaks, and leaves the throng behind;

Whose soul untainted bursts the bounds of space,

And leads to regions of supernal grace;

Can any praise thee with too strong a tone,

Who in this age of folly gleam’st alone?

Thy quill, Dunsany, with an art divine

Recalls the gods to each deserted shrine;

From mystic air a novel pantheon makes,

And with new spirits fills the meads and brakes;

With thee we wander thro’ primeval bow’rs,

For thou hast brought earth’s childhood back, and ours!

How leaps the soul, with sudden bliss increas’d,

When led by thee to lands beyond the East!

Sick of this sphere, in crime and conflict old,

We yearn for wonders distant and untold;

O’er Homer’s page a second time we pore,

And rack our brains for gleams of infant lore:

But all in vain—for valiant tho’ we strive

No common means these pictures can revive.

Then dawns Dunsany